July 2011
2 posts
Your Results You are Passionate, Aesthetic, and Curious.
Passionate
You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don’t tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.
You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some...
Hello again tumblr, it has been a long time. Moved back to the east bay and i’m finding that i have so much time to be with myself, and maybe too much time. im realizing more and more that besides my family and some friends i have moved on from this little town of mine and yearn to be elsewhere, out and about, exploring and being around characters and personalities those different from...
October 2010
1 post
Dude..
“Dude…say something”
There I did love. happy!? Love you!!!
<3 2D roomies
July 2010
1 post
“Find a girl who can make you happy when you are sad, who understands your...”
– Anonymous (via modernmemoirs) (via sbmerlyn) (via cariiins)
flipped: Wait for the guy… (im such a sucker for these romanticisms lol)
May 2010
2 posts
Hello...
Hello opportunity…
For months now I have been lazy, scared, finding reasons why not to take the dive, analyzing and arguing, but wth! fuck it moment.
i figure with some help/ little push from wise friends with wise words, they make good points.
i figure usually the things your are scared of are usually the most worth while.
I have a feeling it will be…with that said lets see what...
March 2010
1 post
No Way, the Hundred is There
The child
is made of one hundred.
The child has
a hundred languages
a hundred hands
a hundred thoughts
a hundred ways of thinking
of playing, of speaking.
A hundred always a hundred
ways of listening
of marvelling, of loving
a hundred joys
for singing and understanding
a hundred worlds
to discover
a hundred worlds
to invent
a hundred worlds
to dream.
The...
February 2010
3 posts
Breath of fresh air...
So went down to the pier in the city with a couple of friends and brought about flashes and feelings of moments in my life that felt so simple and effortless and I miss the friendship that was shared and the smiles and laughter exchanged however as I stood there with the cold wind passing through and the sound of the silent waves I took a deep breath that did not wash away the moments but...
“No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed...”
– ~ Chuck Palahniuk (via gatekeeper)
“Outside the station, she stands with her child on the side of the street, taking...”
– via: I wrote this for you (via kari-shma) (via lovebot) (via gatekeeper)
December 2009
1 post
November 2009
2 posts
It will all be ok...
Gotta get it to come full circle. It will all be ok…thats what I keep tellin myself.
Yenno at first I though wtf do i do? Oooooh i guide people, what am i really doin for these people. obligation or not im here wanting to make change, wanting to serve and guide and educate, and create awareness amongst my people. Fuck sure I may care too much about what other people think, but its only...
In the spirit of PINAYISM...
It just so happens that we were talking about Pinayism in 363 and as for PACE, it is Pinayism week. In class today we were assigned to write a pantoum, about whatever issues or topics were brought up today in class, and so in the spirit of PINAYISM, this is what I came up with…
For the Brown & the Beautiful
A woman, A BROWN woman/ Dehumanized and Objectified/ Strong and Independent/...
September 2009
3 posts
At 2 a.m.
It’s 2 in the morning and I only have 2 and a half pages done…i’m so tired im going NUTSO!
to finish or not to finish? to sleep and wait til tomorrow morning to finish….
ahhh idk! and all i know is i am so distracted because i dont want to do this anymore. booo!
August 2009
14 posts
“Love isn’t about the romantic nights or gifts. It isn’t about fireworks going...”
– [unknown]
*On a very personal note: This will always remind me of him.
(via quotewhore)
(via jpolicar)
Learning & will continue to.
Definitley learned a lot of these things…and continue to remind myself of them so that i do not make the same mistakes, and to embrace & appreciate what is in front of me right here and right now. totally feeling this post.
mosdefaqueen:
I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I’ve learned that no...
THAT GIRL TO THIS GIRL =)
***i’m learning to be this last girl….and i know i dont ever want to be the ones before again…but it’s taking time, & im trying to be patient…
I used to be that girl.
That got daps from her girls when #1 and #2 would page me at the same time, just as #3 was picking me up from school. Back then? I was that girl who had boyfriends to match every outfit and...
Watchfelt like reminiscing a little…
Food for thought for those in relationships...
if you stop working at relationships, they go away -anonymous
During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question. She said, “How do I know if I am with the right person?” I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, “It depends. Is that your boyfrien/husband?” In...
“I wish I could change I with I could stop saying the same ol’ things I wish I could be who you want me to be I wish I could stop being the ol’ me I wish I could lose all of my blues I wish I could stop putting my blues on you I wish I could love like nobody loves I wish that my goods out way my bads enough There’s no way, there’s no way, there’s no way I can get back that boy...
All I Want...
All i want is…to have a day without any worries
All i want is…to have a day where my insecurities dont come over me
All i want is….to have a day where i dont randomly burst into tears feeling brought down by a heavy heart and all the pain i have felt
All i want is…to for once not overthink everything, not to think of every possibility,not to think of every consequence...
July 2009
12 posts
SIGH...
So frustrated…with like everything, with myself, and how im feeling, with everything thats happening personally, i just dont know. i just dont know. the insecurities and worries are getting to be too much for me to handle, and im trying so hard not to let these consume me just like i had said before, and so i just try to have faith & believe but with me trying to ignore the feelings and...
"Beauty Tips from the Heart"
“For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with knowledge that you never walk alone.
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed, never throw out...
The Heart
An excerpt from The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho.
“All people who are happy have God within them. And that happiness could be found in a grain of sand from the desert, as the alchemist had said. Because a grain of sand is a moment of creation, and the universe has taken millions of years to create it. ‘Everyone on earth has a treasure that awaits him,’ his heart said. ‘We,...
“Life is a road trip. Happiness is not found at the final destination, it is...”
– Happiness sure has been experienced in my 19 & 1/2 years of life, but this “road trip” has been more like a rollercoaster & is just getting a little tiring, I mean im doing fine i guess i wouldn’t mind some stability every now and then…lol
"If you want to know where your heart is, look...
(via gatekeeper)
A good friend posted this, and even though it took me a minute or two to understand what it meant, when i did realize it, it clarified a lot of things that I have been struggling to figure out lately. But now that I know, it’s a matter of what to do with it…what is the right thing to do? Aiya..lol but trust, I have been loving my life lately, I get lost in my head...
June 2009
28 posts
High On Life!
I am lovin my life. I woke up this morning and it was like BAM! new day, fresh start, & feeling AMAZING! I literally could not stop smiling today, people thought i was on something, but it was just me feeling happy. I went to the city today and did some shopping, walked around the city, drinking my coffee, and just loving my life.
Then I met up with everyone at the Bayanihan Center, folks...
Not complete...but GOOD day. =)
Woke up. Went to SF…pace stuff…then Bayanihan Community Center for the “Let Our Voices Be Heard!” Event…Unfortunately I had to leave early for family affairs that night…[trying to be everywhere at once kind of thing]. It was great to see different orgs. coming together, and helping put the event together, supporting, and stepping it up. These are the things that...
A romantic comedy.
It took 41…or was it 42 times? one of the two for them to end up together in the end…is that suppose to mean something? I should just ride it out…fuck everything i said today, and deal with it hoping that maybe after 42 more times of these convos something will happen? Oh geez…i want to make the call and just deal. ugh why am i so stupid?!
